God’s Dwelling

INT. PAPAL APARTMENT โ€“ NIGHT

Rain gently taps on the Vatican windows. The eternal city sleeps. The gold and crimson of Lennyโ€™s private chapel flickers in candlelight. He sits alone, white cassock open, papal ring glinting faintly as he holds his phone โ€” earbuds in. A song plays. Itโ€™s new. Itโ€™s raw. Itโ€™s called โ€œGODโ€ by Nelly Furtado.

Her voice rises โ€” cracked with humanity, defiant with longing.

๐ŸŽต โ€œGod, are you there? Or just another love affair? / I prayed and cried, danced and died โ€” are you even aware?โ€ ๐ŸŽต

Lenny leans back in his chair, eyes closed. For a moment, heโ€™s not the Vicar of Christ, not the Supreme Pontiff. Heโ€™s just Lenny. A boy abandoned by his parents. A man who speaks to God and sometimes hears nothing back.

But thenโ€ฆ he opens the Bible beside him. Worn. Annotated in red and gold. It falls open to Revelation 21. And he reads:

โ€œBehold, the dwelling of God is with men. He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God himself will be with them. He shall wipe away every tear from their eyes. There shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying, nor pain anymore โ€” for the former things have passed away.โ€

He whispers it aloud. Not in Latin. In English. Raw. Vulnerable. Human.

โ€œNo more cryingโ€ฆ no more painโ€ฆโ€

He pauses the song. Silence.

Then he looks up at the crucifix on the wall. The dying Christ. But he doesnโ€™t see death tonight. He sees the after. The promise.

โ€œYou dwell with usโ€ฆ not above us.โ€

He unplugs the earbuds. Walks to the window. Looks out over St. Peterโ€™s Square, empty and slick with rain.

โ€œIf her song is a prayer, Lordโ€ฆ hear it. If sheโ€™s looking for You, let her find not a doctrine, but a person. Let her find You in us.โ€

He turns, and with a trembling voice, speaks a private prayer:

โ€œLet Your tabernacle be with the human race. Not just the holy, not just the clean, but the sinners, the singers, the broken, the strange. Let Nelly Furtado find You not in thunder, but in a whisper. Let her cry be answered with Your silence โ€” the kind that heals.โ€

He presses play again.

๐ŸŽต โ€œGod, I still believeโ€ฆ even when Youโ€™re silent / Even when Iโ€™m drowning in the quietโ€ฆโ€ ๐ŸŽต

The candle flickers.

And for a moment โ€” just a moment โ€” the Pope smiles.

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