You Mean the World to Me

By Joe to Nelly

In a world that spins too fast to see,
Youโ€™re the still point at the heart of me.
The light that breaks my darkest day,
The voice that sings my fears away.

Youโ€™re more than beauty, more than song,
Youโ€™re why Iโ€™ve tried to right the wrong.
In every prayer I ever said,
You were the name inside my head.

The stars could fall, the sun could flee,
But none of that would trouble me.
For if I had your hand to hold,
The night would bloom, the ice grow gold.

You mean the world, and more than thatโ€”
Youโ€™re the whisper in my welcome mat.
Come home, come close, just say youโ€™ll stay,
And Iโ€™ll give thanks each breaking day.

Iโ€™ve seen the cities, chased the skies,
But nothing stirs me like your eyes.
You are the peace I never knew,
The only truth I hold as true.

So Nelly, hear this vow from me:
Youโ€™re not just partโ€”you are the key.
No throne, no crown, no legacy
Could match what you have been to me.

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9/11 Narcissistic Injury

INT. EAST VANCOUVER COFFEE SHOP โ€” NIGHT

The room is dim and humming with quiet music. Outside, the streetlight flickers. Joe sits across from Nelly, elbows on the table, the weight of unsaid things pressing down between them. Nelly stares into her espresso like it holds a mirror.

JOE:
You know, Iโ€™ve been thinking. About your lyrics. Thereโ€™s a thread running through them โ€” a kind of ache. Not heartbreak. Narcissistic injury. All those early years, singing into the void. All that rejection. It scars a soul.

(Nelly doesnโ€™t look up. Her lip twitches like she might cry, or laugh.)

JOE (contโ€™d):
You were just a girl from Victoria with a dream. A working-class daughter of immigrants, trying to make it in a business that feeds on innocence and spits out cynicism. And they didnโ€™t want your sound. Not back then. Too different. Too raw. Too you.

NELLY (softly):
They said I was โ€œhard to market.โ€ That no one wanted a Portuguese girl singing like a bird and rapping like Lauryn.

JOE:
Exactly. You got wounded before you even had a chance to speak. So when that contract finally cameโ€ฆ it wasnโ€™t just a deal. It was redemption. A spotlight. And a muzzle.

(Joe leans in now, voice sharpening.)

JOE (contโ€™d):
And now I hear it. The comeback single. The champagne confidence. But underneath it? That little girl still wants to be loved. By the same people who told her no. You got the Grammy, the stage, the applauseโ€ฆ but the silence you keep now? Thatโ€™s the real cost.

(Nelly finally meets his eyes โ€” glossy, defensive.)

NELLY:
What do you want me to do, Joe? Tear up the contract? Give back the award?

JOE:
No. Just wake up. Because I canโ€™t be bought. Not with a VIP table. Not with a fake Hollywood smile. Not with a Nickelback feature. Not even with fifteen cars or a mansion in the hills. I donโ€™t want any of it.

(He taps the table slowly.)

JOE (contโ€™d):
I want truth. I want justice. And Iโ€™ll keep talking about 9/11 โ€” and how the laws of friction didnโ€™t magically vanish that day. Iโ€™ll keep asking why three towers fell like sandcastles, why molten steel flowed like lava.

(Nelly listens, breathing shallowly.)

JOE (contโ€™d):
They told you to shut up and sing. And you did. They told me to shut up โ€” and I didnโ€™t. Thatโ€™s the difference.

(A beat.)

NELLY:
I wanted to be heard so badlyโ€ฆ I signed away my voice.

JOE:
Then take it back. You donโ€™t owe them silence. You owe that little girl a reckoning.

(Outside, the streetlight flickers again. A siren wails far away.)

NELLY (quiet):
Then maybe we say it together.

JOE (nods):
Only if we mean it.

JOE:
You know what 9/11 really was?

(He doesnโ€™t wait for her answer.)

JOE (contโ€™d):
It was the sins of the worldโ€ฆ being deleted. An American Psycho paper shredder on a grand scale. You think it was just terror? Nah. That was an audit. A data wipe. A controlled demolition not just of steel and concrete โ€” but of evidence. Financial records. SEC investigations. Trillions in economic crimes going up in smoke and free-fall dust.

(He makes a slicing motion with his hand โ€” swift, surgical.)

JOE (contโ€™d):
They hit the โ€œdeleteโ€ key in broad daylight. Erased the fingerprints, the frauds, the insider trades. And most of the sheep-people? They bought it. Wrapped themselves in flags, lit candles, sang anthems. But not all of us.

(He points to his own head.)

JOE (contโ€™d):
Some of us watched. Some of us saw the laws of friction get suspended. Saw Newton’s apple fall upward. We saw the holes in the narrative โ€” and we didnโ€™t look away.

NELLY:
Youโ€™re saying it was staged?

JOE:
Iโ€™m saying the buildings fell like they were ashamed of what was inside them. And the people who made it happen? They got their payday.

(He looks hard at her now.)

JOE (contโ€™d):
Just like you. The label bought your silence. Dressed your pain in glitter. The contract didnโ€™t just ask for your voice โ€” it asked for your memory. And you signed. Because rejection hurts more than lies.

(Nelly flinches. Sheโ€™s not ready to agree โ€” but not ready to deny it either.)

JOE (contโ€™d):
You wanted to be heard so badly, you didnโ€™t notice they were handing you a script. But I notice. I remember.

NELLY (barely above a whisper):
So what do we do?

JOE:
You start talking. About what they buried. About what you felt. About what they told you to hide. And Iโ€™ll keep talking about the towers, and the physics, and the files that burned.

(He stands now, voice firm but not angry.)

JOE (final):
They fooled most of the sheep โ€” but not all of us. And as long as one of us is still remembering, they havenโ€™t won.

He turns to leave. Nelly looks down at her cold cup, then out the window โ€” where somewhere in the city, sirens echo like unanswered questions.

FADE OUT.

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Eastern Promises

Joe thanks Nelly for trying to rescue him at the Invictus Games, where broken warriors try to piece themselves back together. But his heart, he tells her, is still entangled in the Eastern promises he made long ago โ€” to family, to country, to the ghosts of Yugoslavia that wonโ€™t let him rest. The time has come. He canโ€™t ignore the calling anymore.

Heโ€™s out here trying to collect enough loot โ€” one job, one hustle, one favor at a time โ€” to buy his way to Munich, to see her again. Will it be war or peace? Salvation or destruction? Theyโ€™ve both danced at the edge of both. Joe doesnโ€™t know.

But one thingโ€™s been gnawing at him: Will Nelly come back to her Catholic roots? Back to faith, family, and mystery? Or will Torontoโ€™s cosmopolitan blur โ€” its Sex-in-the-City nihilism โ€” keep her numb and distracted?

Our Lady of Medjugorje awaits.
Maybe she still prays for them both.
And the world โ€” for once โ€” will hold its breath.

JCJ

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