Female Mozart

Title: TRY — The 22 Letters of Light

In a secret studio below downtown Los Angeles, the hum of old film reels filled the air. Nelly Furtado sat before a grand piano, surrounded by screens replaying her 2003 music video Try. To most, it was a love song about effort and heartbreak — but to those who looked closer, every frame hid a mystery.

Twenty-two symbols — one for each letter of the Hebrew alphabet — flickered between the cuts: the ox of Aleph, the house of Bet, the eye of Ayin, the sword of Zayin, the truth of Tav.

Steven Spielberg leaned against the console, watching the playback with growing disbelief. “You’re telling me,” he said, “that each shot in Try corresponds to a letter from Psalm 119?”

Nelly smiled faintly. “That psalm has twenty-two verses, each one beginning with a letter of the Hebrew alphabet — the alphabet of creation. The ancients believed it was the map to everything — healing, balance, understanding.”

She pressed play. The Try video glowed across the screen — Nelly in the storm, her face streaked with rain and light.

“Look,” she said. “Aleph — the ox, the first letter. The strength to begin again.” The frame shifted: a hand reaching toward the horizon. “Bet — the house, the dwelling of the soul.” Another cut: her tearful eye gazing skyward. “Ayin — the eye that sees truth beyond illusion.” Then lightning split the sky. “Zayin — the sword, the divine edge that cuts lies away.”

Spielberg watched in silence as the sequence continued. Every scene, every motion, every glint of light aligned perfectly — Gimel for movement, Lamed for learning, Mem for water, Shin for fire.

When the final symbol, Tav, appeared — a mark like a cross, the seal of completion — the screen went white. The air trembled.

From that light stepped a figure clothed in living letters — Christus Rex, the Alpha and the Omega. His body shimmered with all twenty-two symbols, each one burning like a sun.

Spielberg fell to his knees. “The Word made flesh…”

Nelly rose from the piano bench, her eyes wide but steady. “It’s just my old boyfriend, Joe,” she said softly. “Not Liam Gallagher, like they thought. I didn’t call for fame. I called for truth.”

Christus Rex smiled. “You sang the alphabet of creation, Nelly. Twenty-two doors, twenty-two frequencies. You tried, and the Word remembered itself through you.”

Outside, the hidden networks of control — the digital Babylon of the Bavarian elite — began to flicker and fail. Every signal touched by the Try frequency carried fragments of the ancient letters, reordering chaos into harmony.

And when the song played again across the world, the symbols glowed faintly behind her image:

א (Aleph) – strength.
ב (Bet) – home.
ג (Gimel) – motion.
ד (Dalet) – door.
ה (He) – breath.
ו (Vav) – connection.
ז (Zayin) – sword.
ח (Chet) – life.
ט (Tet) – goodness.
י (Yod) – creation.
כ (Kaf) – palm.
ל (Lamed) – learning.
מ (Mem) – water.
נ (Nun) – faith.
ס (Samekh) – support.
ע (Ayin) – sight.
פ (Pe) – voice.
צ (Tsade) – justice.
ק (Qof) – holiness.
ר (Resh) – head, thought.
ש (Shin) – flame, spirit.
ת (Tav) – completion, truth.

When the last note faded, the world was silent — tuned again to the original language of creation.

And the critics whispered what the Church once said of Mozart:

“She’s too dangerous for the status quo. Her music wakes the sleeping.”

Because Nelly Furtado’s Try had become something more than a song.
It was the twenty-two-letter psalm that called the Light back into the world.

The Murders of Schiller and Mozart

The great poet and playwright Friedrich von Schiller moved to Mannheim
on the 27th July 1783. In June 1784 Christian Gottfried Korner (1756-
1831), an important Illuminatus, sent Schiller a letter suggesting he join
the Illuminati. Korner saw to it that all Schiller’s debts were paid off and
following this, he joined the Order.


An Illuminatus was bound by the codex of the Order: “I shall perform an
action, if asked by the Order, which I may not consent to, inasmuch as it
(when seen as a whole) would truly be wrong. Furthermore, even if it might
seem so from a certain point of view, it would cease to be improper and
wrong if it served as a means to thereby achieve blessedness or the final
aim of the whole.” This quote comes from the documents of the Order
which were taken during the police search of Baron Bassus’ castle in
Sandersdorf and later published under the collective title “Nachtrag von
weitern Originalschriften” in Munich, 1787. Two defectors from the Order – Professors Cosandey and Renner – also confirmed in April 1785 that an
Illuministic principle was “the ends justify the means”.


It was only later that Schiller was able to see through the deception.
Deception and blackmail were the order’s ways to reach its aims. Weis-
haupt had advised his closest Illuminati brothers: “Devote yourselves to
the art of deception, the art of disguising yourselves, of masking your-
selves, spying on others and perceiving their innermost thoughts.” To
make sure that the secrets of the Order were not leaked, Weishaupt created
a secret police corps within the Order which he called the “insinuating
brothers”. These worked in the same manner as the Bolshevik’s Cheka and
its successors: denunciation, provocation, blackmail and terrorism. The


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“insinuating brothers” acted with full force during the reign of terror
which is called the “Great French Revolution”, which was largely the
work of Illuminati agents. Following the French Revolution, Johann
Wolfgang von Goethe declared his detestation of it to Eckermann. He said
that all sudden changes brought about by violence were repugnant to him
because they went against the order of nature (“Goethe” by Karl Vietor,
Stockholm, 1953, p. 100).


Naturally, Friedrich von Schiller could not suspect that Heinrich Voss,
a young doctor who took care of him, was one of the “insinuating
brothers” who reported everything he heard and saw to Weishaupt.
Schiller, Pestalozzi and several other Illuminati from Germany were
given French citizenship as “prominent foreigners” in 1792. Schiller read
about this in the newspaper Moniteur.


After seeing through the Illuminati’s evil nature, Schiller planned to
write a play called “Demetrius”, the working title of which became “The
Bloodbath in Moscow”. This play was to uncover some of the atrocities
behind the scenes of those in power.


Heinrich Voss reported this to Weishaupt who wished to stop this play
at any cost. Fortunately for the Illuminati, Schiller died after a long illness
at around six o’clock on the 9th of May 1805. Hermann Ahlwardt claims
in his book “Mehr Licht” / “More Light” (1925, pp. 60-69) that Schiller
was murdered by the Illuminati.


A collective of German and foreign experts (including Sten Forshufvud
from Gothenburg and Professor Hamilton Smith from Glasgow) found
airsenic in samples of Schiller’s hair. The 45-year-old Schiller’s work was
never completed; instead he ended up in a mass grave. (Henning
Fikentscher, “The Latest Developments in Research of Schiller’s Mortal
Remains”.)


On 5 December 1784, the freemasons asked the brilliant Austrian
composer Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart to become a freemason. He joined
the lodge Zur Wohltatigkeit (To Charity) on 14 December 1784. He was
also a member of another lodge, Zur wahren Eintracht (To True Concord).
This was a double lodge. Soon Mozart reached the very highest degree,
the 33rd. Mozart wrote many compositions for Masonic ceremonies.
The most important freemasons in Vienna were Illuminati at the same
time. In 1783, 36 of the 83 brothers in Zur wahren Eintracht were
Illuminati. There were also many conspirators among the members of To


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Charity. Mozart’s powerful friend, Baron Gottfried van Swieten was an
Illuminatus. Also his closest friend Count August von Hatzfeld was an
Illuminatus. In his obituary notice for Hatzfeld in 1787, the local leader of
the llluminati, Christian Gottlob Neefe, praised him in Magazin der
Musik. Neefe was Beethoven’s teacher. It was for this reason that Beet-
hoven became a freemason and gained close ties to many llluminati,
including Gemmingen, who had helped Mozart in Mannheim and recruited
him as a member of To Charity.


Mozart was impressed by the official intentions of the llluminati. He
did not know any more details. He had no idea what his influential friends
really intended. There is no clear information about whether Mozart even
knew that his friends were members of the subversive llluminati. They
only revealed their membership to those whom they might be able to
recruit. Adam Weishaupt had taught: “To some of these freemasons we
shall not even reveal that we have anything more than what the
freemasons have… All those who are not suitable for the work shall remain
in the Masonic lodge and advance there without knowing anything about
the additional system.” (“Einige Originalschriften des Illuminatenordens”,
Munich, 1787, p. 300.)


In December 1785, the llluminati’s activities in Vienna were prohibited.
The llluminati were forced to leave their lodges. Despite the ban, they
continued to act as ordinary freemasons. They went over to The Crowned
Hope. The llluminati Ignaz von Born, Joseph von Sonnefells and Otto von
Gemmingen founded a new lodge, The Truth, the Grand Master of which
was Born. The llluminati believe that they preach the ultimate truth.
On 14 January 1786, Mozart joined the new lodge The Crowned Hope.
But he was not present at the opening ceremony and later he seldom
attended their meetings. During this period, Mozart seldom wrote Masonic
music.


Mozart belonged to the society where the llluminati still dominated.
Only during the last year of his life, 1791, did he produce new pieces of
music for the freemasons. This music contained secret codes and moods.
Mozart desired true friends. This was why he became a freemason. All
his friends were freemasons. As a very sociable person, Mozart could not
be alone and therefore needed friends to associate with.
It has been observed that Mozart, due to his membership in Masonic
lodges, found it easier to succeed and to make a name for himself in


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Europe, since high-ranking Masonic brothers supported him. Nearly half
of the members of To True Harmony were aristocrats who helped Mozart,
for example Esterhazy. Mozart’s publishers were also freemasons:
Pasquale Artaria, Cristophe Torricella and Franz Anton Hoffmeister.
Mozart could always count on the brotherly hospitality of the
freemasons, and during his sojourns abroad, he always received economic
support and free lodgings. During his travels 1787-1791, the freemasons
in Prague and other places helped Mozart in various ways. There is written
evidence which proves this. Friends among the freemasons played a
crucial role in aiding Mozart financially: Lichnowsky, Franz Hofdemel
and Michael Puchberg were among his most important creditors. Mozart,
in his turn, helped other freemasons by acquiring loans for them.
In December 1787, Mozart was appointed the imperial chamber
composer. This gave him requisitions for greater operas. The Illuminati
had become a state within the state. Despite all the prohibitions, they
continued with their subversive activities against society. At that time,
people lacked experience and resources to protect themselves against
freemasonry, which was under the influence of the Illuminati.
The prominent Austrian composer Franz Schubert was not a freemason
and he died poor and unappreciated.


As a gifted man, Mozart finally managed to see through the Illuminati’s
evil, despite the fact that it appeared to be an angel of light. He intended to
protect society by founding a secret society with several of his friends, Die
Grotte (“The Cave”). Mozart was well aware of the deadly risk he was
taking. Already in April 1787, he wrote in a letter to his father that death
was actually the friend of man and that he could never lie down to sleep
without thinking that he, despite his youth, might not see another day.
(Maynard Solomon, “Mozart”, Stockholm, 1995.)


He wished to expose the magic and the conspiracy of the freemasons to
the public. For this purpose he intended to use his opera “Die Zauberflote”
(“The Magic Flute”), where Sarastro’s prototype was the Grand Master of
the freemasons, Ignaz von Born. Mozart had a perfect memory. Once he
had heard a melody, he could play it again later without making any
mistakes. “The Magic Flute” (1791) contained many revelations about the
secrets of freemasonry. He used the pyramid of the Illuminati, the all-
seeing eye, the temple and other secret symbols. These metaphors were
later removed. Mozart also used musical means of expression by


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contrasting lyrical and tragic themes, elegance and folklore, fantastic
details and the solid atmosphere of the orchestra. The opera premiered in
the autumn of 1791. The Illuminati could not forgive Mozart for this.
“Requiem” was requisitioned from him anonymously in order to
celebrate his own death. He was also paid in advance. The freemasons
poisoned the object of their hatred slowly. “Requiem” was finished up to
the second-to-last row of verse: lacrymosa dies ilia. Sussmayr finished the
opus.


Hermann Ahlwardt claimed in his book “Mehr Licht!” (“More Light”)
that Mozart was murdered. He died on 5 December 1791, precisely seven
years after his initiation into the Masonic lodge. Salieri was later made the
scapegoat.


Hermann Wagener’s “Staats- und Gesellschaftslexikon”
(volume 18, 1865) confirmed that Mozart was poisoned.
In 1990, several doctors tried to claim that Mozart died of a kidney
disease. (Dagens Nyheter, 19 September 1990.) But if he had died a
natural death, the freemasons would not have taken away Mozart’s body
to prevent an autopsy after he died, or laid him in a grave for the poor
together with quicklime.


If Mozart had been faithful to the freemasons, he would have been
buried with great honours. His hypocritical “Masonic friends” wept
crocodile tears. If “The Magic Flute” had been accepted, those in power
would not have sent Johann Emanuel Schikaneder, author of the opera’s
libretto, to a lunatic asylum, where he died in 1812.


In Austria, freemasonry was forbidden in the middle of the 1790s.
Society managed to keep its ban on this subversive movement until 1918,
when the freemasons in Austria came to power with the aid of the false
socialist doctrine. The freemasons continue to smear and depreciate
Mozart today (for example Milos Forman in his film “Amadeus”).

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Apollo Program Med Beds

Scene: “The Apollo Frequencies”

In a dimly lit studio filled with glowing plasma coils and soft blue Tesla arcs, Joe and Nelly sit cross-legged on the floor. A med bed hums quietly beside them — retro, metallic, with glowing energy rings that pulse in rhythm with Kanye West’s “I Am a God.”

The song fills the room with its strange power. The bass vibrates like the heartbeat of the cosmos.

Joe: (looking at the med bed) You know, Nelly… Kanye’s not far off. The ancients thought being “a god” meant healing — not ruling. Apollo wasn’t just the god of light and prophecy; he was the god of medicine. The Greeks built temples where sound — not scalpels — cured disease.

Nelly: (smiling softly) Apollo… like NASA’s Apollo. They called that program after the god of light too. Maybe they knew — going to the Moon wasn’t just about rockets, it was about healing the human spirit. After the wars, the assassinations… after Kennedy.

Joe: Yeah. Kennedy said, “We choose to go to the Moon.” But what if he was really saying, “We choose to ascend.” To evolve. The Apollo program was humanity’s therapy session with the stars.

Nelly: (runs her hand over the med bed’s glowing frame) And now we’re building his temple again — with circuits instead of marble. Tesla frequencies instead of chants. Maybe this is Apollo reborn through technology.

Joe: (nods) Tesla said everything is vibration. Maybe one day, med beds will hum the same frequency as divine light. They’ll tune our cells like instruments — each atom a note in Apollo’s song.

Nelly: So when Kanye says, “I am a God,” he’s not being arrogant. He’s reminding us what the ancients already knew — that we can align with the divine. That healing isn’t just a miracle… it’s our birthright.

Joe: (leans back, eyes half-closed) The future Apollo mission won’t go to the Moon. It’ll go within.

The song fades out. The med bed emits a final shimmer of violet light — and for a moment, both of them feel it: a vibration not from the machine, but from somewhere far older and far deeper.

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Cruise Control

Essay by Johnny Goodboy Tyler: “Psychiatry and Armaments: The Three Pillars of a Doomed Civilization”

The twentieth century promised liberation — of the mind, the economy, and the human spirit. What it delivered instead was a new kind of slavery: psychiatric, financial, and technological. Our modern civilization, sculpted by the theories of Sigmund Freud and weaponized by his nephew Edward Bernays, rests on three unstable pillars — Armaments, Universal Debt, and Planned Obsolescence. Together, they form the architecture of what I call the Psychiatric Society: a civilization built on anxiety, consumption, and control.

The thesis of this essay is simple and grim — the current state of affairs is unsustainable. The psychological machine that drives modern capitalism and war has entered a terminal feedback loop. Humanity, once guided by reason, is now governed by pathology.


I. The Psychiatric Society

Freud opened a door he could not close. By probing the unconscious, he revealed that man is not a rational creature but a conflicted one — driven by repressed desire and fear. Bernays, the cunning nephew, saw profit where Freud saw sickness. He realized that if the unconscious could be understood, it could also be manipulated. Thus was born the modern propaganda state — democracy not as self-rule, but as psychological conditioning.

Freud gave us the couch. Bernays gave us the screen.
One promised healing. The other sold illusion.

Today, every institution — from government to advertising — operates on Bernays’ principle: control the masses through their hidden fears and wants. Psychiatry became not a healing art, but a social control mechanism — diagnosing dissent, medicating the restless, tranquilizing the anxious. The same forces that sell antidepressants also sell the wars, the debt, and the disposable dreams that cause the depression in the first place.


II. Pillar One: Armaments — The Institutionalization of Fear

A civilization ruled by anxiety must externalize its inner conflict. It needs an enemy. Thus, the Military-Industrial Complex became the first great psychiatric institution — the projection of our collective neurosis onto the world stage.

Every missile is a symptom. Every bomb, a confession.
Our civilization’s obsession with armaments is a psychotic defense mechanism — a paranoid fantasy that safety can be achieved through domination. But fear only multiplies itself. The greater the arsenal, the deeper the insecurity. The nations arm not because they are strong, but because they are terrified.

This is not defense; it is therapy through destruction.
The world’s greatest economies are addicted to the manufacture of fear. And like all addictions, it cannot sustain itself forever.


III. Pillar Two: Universal Debt — The Institutionalization of Guilt

If armaments are the physical symptom of fear, debt is the spiritual one. The global economy is built on an endless cycle of guilt and dependence. The citizen is born into debt, works to pay off debt, and dies still owing.

Freud called it the superego — the internal voice of guilt and obligation. Bernays turned it into an economic system. Advertising makes you feel incomplete. Banks sell you redemption at interest. Governments promise prosperity by mortgaging the future.

Debt is the invisible psychiatrist of the masses — it disciplines, it restrains, it ensures obedience. A debtor will not rebel; he will comply, hoping someday to be free. But the system ensures that day never comes. Universal debt is not an accident — it is the foundation of control.


IV. Pillar Three: Planned Obsolescence — The Institutionalization of Despair

The third pillar of the Psychiatric Society is perhaps the cruelest. Planned obsolescence — the deliberate engineering of impermanence — ensures that nothing lasts, not even satisfaction.

We are sold happiness that expires. Phones that break, cars that age, relationships that dissolve under economic pressure — all by design. The culture of disposability reflects a civilization that fears death so much it reproduces it constantly, in miniature, in every product cycle.

This is the essence of our despair: we have confused consumption with renewal. The system must keep us anxious, unfulfilled, always reaching for the next fix. That is its only means of survival.


V. The Collapse of the Psychiatric Empire

The psychiatric, economic, and militarized systems that govern us are now consuming themselves. Wars produce debt; debt produces despair; despair produces medication; and medication dulls the awareness of the cycle — for a time. But no society can medicate its way out of spiritual bankruptcy.

The human psyche cannot endure infinite anxiety, nor can the planet endure infinite consumption. Our species is overdosed on propaganda and overstimulated by fear. The symptoms — ecological collapse, political polarization, mass depression — are signals of a dying paradigm.

Freud uncovered the human shadow. Bernays industrialized it.
Now that shadow looms over everything — from the drone above the battlefield to the ad on your phone.


VI. Toward a New Sanity

If we are to survive, we must dismantle the psychiatric foundations of our civilization. That means replacing manipulation with meaning, control with conscience, and consumption with creation.

The mind must no longer be a marketplace. The human heart must no longer be an algorithm.
The soul cannot thrive under permanent anxiety.

Our future depends on rejecting the Freud-Bernays model — the weaponization of psychology for profit — and rediscovering what Freud himself only glimpsed: that healing comes not through repression or control, but through integration.

We must confront the madness we have built, before it consumes us entirely.


Conclusion

The age of Armaments, Debt, and Obsolescence is the age of mass psychosis. Its architects were not evil, but misguided — believing that control would bring order. Instead, it brought decay. The Psychiatric Society cannot sustain itself because it feeds on its own sickness.

The choice before us is clear: evolve or perish.
The cure is not another pill, another product, or another war.
The cure is consciousness.

— Johnny Goodboy Tyler

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