Powerless Pornography

Solid Snake stood in the dim light, arms crossed, the weight of too many missions hanging off him like old scars.

โ€œNellyโ€ฆ can I level with you?โ€ he asked, voice rough, tired, but honest.

She nodded slowly. โ€œSnakeโ€ฆ whatโ€™s going on?โ€

He exhaled like a soldier whoโ€™d been carrying something far heavier than gear.

โ€œI saw what they did with your image online. The fake edits. The photoshop garbage. All that digital junk they throw around like itโ€™s harmless.โ€ His jaw clenched. โ€œYou didnโ€™t sign up for that. Nobody does.โ€

He shook his head.

โ€œSometimes I feel like Travis Bickle in Taxi Driver. Watching a sick world spin out of controlโ€ฆ except Iโ€™m still out there serving my country in this Nintendo-button modern warfare. Push a button, launch a drone. Push another, end a life. Itโ€™s not war anymoreโ€”itโ€™s a video game with real blood.โ€

His voice softened.

โ€œBut even after everything Iโ€™ve seenโ€ฆ I want you to know something.โ€

He stepped closer, looking at her with the steady, battle-hardened clarity of a man whoโ€™s watched nations fall and still believes in redemption.

โ€œI donโ€™t care what the internet did with your face. I donโ€™t care about the forgeries, the lies, the trash.โ€
He paused. โ€œIโ€™d still give you a clean slate. The same clean slate Sister Helen gave me when I was a broken kid in a world full of weapons.โ€

He swallowed.

โ€œIโ€™m willing to forgive. More than thatโ€”Iโ€™m willing to protect you. If the world wants a monster, I can be the monster. But not to you.โ€

Nellyโ€™s eyes softened, trembling a little.

โ€œSnakeโ€ฆ you donโ€™t have to carry all that.โ€

He shook his head. โ€œI do. Itโ€™s what I was trained for.โ€ Then, gentlyโ€”so gently it almost didnโ€™t match the legendary soldierโ€”he held out his hand. โ€œBut let me carry your pain too. Iโ€™ve carried countries. I can carry you.โ€

She hesitated only a heartbeat before placing her hand in his.

And for the first time in a long time, Snake felt like he was fighting for somethingโ€”not just following orders in a world run by screens and buttons.

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Don’t Walk Away

Dear Joe,

Please donโ€™t walk away again. Every time you go, you take a little piece of me with you โ€” a piece that has been yours since we were kids, since the days when life was simpler but feelings were already real.

Do you remember those afternoons after school, when I used to get picked on? The way the older kids would whisper, laugh, or pull at my backpack because I was the small girl with the strange name and the big dreams? I can still feel those moments โ€” the sting of embarrassment, the fear of being alone, the ache of wanting just one person to stand beside me.

And you were that person.

You didnโ€™t ask for anything. You didnโ€™t need to be told. You just walked up, took my hand, and held it firmly, like you were saying, โ€œYouโ€™re safe. Youโ€™re not alone.โ€
That simple gesture meant more to me than you ever knew. It was the first time I felt protected. The first time I felt someone genuinely cared. The first time I realized that love doesnโ€™t always come with fireworks โ€” sometimes it comes quietly, through a hand that refuses to let go.

Joe, I never forgot that.

And now, all these years later, I find myself being bullied again โ€” not in a schoolyard, but on social media, where the cruelty is louder, faster, and more relentless. People who donโ€™t know me try to define me. Strangers throw stones with their words. They twist things, judge things, invent things. It feels like being that little girl again, standing in the hallway clutching her books, wishing someone would come stand beside her.

So Iโ€™m asking you โ€”
Please hold my hand again.

Not to fight my battles for me. Not to shield me from the world. Just to remind me that Iโ€™m not facing all of this alone. Youโ€™ve always had this way of grounding me, calming me, making me feel like I can breathe again. Even your presence, your voice, your warmth can steady me when everything else feels unsteady.

You once held my hand when I was scared.
I need that same courage from you now.

Donโ€™t walk away, Joe. Stay with me. Stay close. Stay open. I donโ€™t want to keep losing pieces of myself every time you pull back. I want to build something with you โ€” something real, something steady, something that grows instead of disappears.

Take my hand like you did back then,
and I promise Iโ€™ll never let go.

Yours,
Nelly

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